| Location | Blackpool |
| Age | 2 days |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 23/03/2004 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2004 |
| Visitors | 3,292 since 14/11/2007 |
| Creator |
kyle amtoz randhawa singh
23-03-04 to 25-03-04 24/40
weigth 1lb 1oz
age 2days 17hours
mum dad and 2 sisters and now 2 brothers but 1 is with him his twin seanpaul my story in 2003 i
found out that i was me and my boyfriend at the time we got married 2004 at 9 weeks i had scan
only because they thought i was later than that any way things looked fine the baby was ok i was
allwas in pain and feeling sick consent at 19 weeks scan we got a surprise its twins and it was also
boys shocked but happy we want to the pub my husband need a drink we went for 1 baby to2 thing
happen fast at 21 WEEKS i went for another scan because i was in so much pain i cont hardly walk
and they said that the twin had ttts twin to twin syndrome and too much fluid around seanpaul and
none around kyle so they booked appointment at manchester st Marys hosp the next day but that nite i
had a SHOW SO BACK TO THE HOSP THEY KEPT ME IN AND THE NEXT DAY THEY TOOK ME TO THE APPOINT FROM
BLACKPOOL WHERE I LIVE SO GETS THERE AND SEE DR AND HE SAY THAT THE TWINS ONLY HAVE A 5 % CHANCE OFF
LIVING AND THEN THEY DRAIND 6 LITERS OF FLUID FROM ME WENT BACK HOME NO MORE PAIN AND COULD FEEL
KYLE MOVE AROUND I HAD A SCAN A FEW DAYS LATER KYLE WAS STILL SMALL AS HE WAS GIVE EVERY THING TO
SEANPAUL BUT THING LOOK GOOD THEN AT 24 WEEKS 22-03-04 I WENT IN TO PREMLAUBOUR THEY TRID TO STOP
THE LABOUR AND FOR A FEW HOURS IT WORKED THEY GIVE TWINS THE SEROID A FEW WEEKS EARLER AND AT 12AM
23-03-04 THEY LABOUR STARTED AGIAN THEY WASNT STOPING I WAS THE SIZE OF 38 WEEKS AND AT 4;08
SEANPAUL WAS BORN AND THEN AT 4;22 KYLE WAS BORN I NEVER HEARD THEM CRY SO THEY WAS WISKED AWAY TO
SCUB AT 8;30 I SAW THEY SO TINY KYLE WEIGHTED 1 LB 10Z AND SEANPAUL 1 LB 9 0Z THAT DAY THEY GOT
MOVED TO LIVERPOOL WOMENS HOSPITAL I STAYED OVER NITE IN HOSP AS I HADE TEMPTURE SO THE NEXT DAY GOT
THEM THERE BIRTH REGURED GO A BUS TO LIVERPOOL I GOT TO THE HOSP AND SAW THEM AGAIN THINGS DIDNT
LOOK GOOD FOR KYLE HIS KIDNEYS WASNT WORKING SO HE HAD TO MUCH POSSIUM THAT NITE ME AND MY HUSBAND
AND TWO DAUGTHERSTAYED IN A ROOM IN THE NEONATAL WARD AS THE DIDNT THINK KYLE WAS GOING TO LAST THE
NITE BUT HE HELD ON SO THE NEXT DAY THEY PAID FOR A HOTEL BECAUSE THEY WASNT ANY WHERE FOR US TO
STAY SO WE WENT TO THE HOTEL TO GET CHANGE AND FRESHIN UP BUT AT 9;00PM THEY PHONED ME SAYING THAT
KYLE WASNT GOING TO HOLD ON ANY LONGER SO THEY SENT A CAB BUT IT WAS TO LATE HE WAS GONE GREW HIS
WINGS AT 2DAYS 17 HOURS OLD AND WE WASNT THERE I KNOW THAT HE HAD GONE IN MY HEART ONLY PEOPLE HOW
HAVE LOST BABYS KNOW THAT FEELING I GOT TO WHERE HE WAS I SCEAMED MY DAUGTHERS WAS WITH THE NURSES
DRAWING WHILE I HELD HE FOR THE FIRST TIME HIS HEART WASNT STRONG SO ME AND MY HUSBAND HELD HIM MY
ELDIST DAUGTHER HELD HIM BUT MY OTHER DAUGTHER WOULDNT I RANG MY MUM SO HEART BREAKING WE WENT BACK
TO THE HOTEL AND WE CRYED OUR SELF TO SLEEP BUT WE HAD TO BE STRONG FOR SEANPAUL AND THE GIRLS MY
MUM CAME THE NEXT DAY SAW KYLE IT HURTS SO MUCH MUM SAID GOOD BYE WE ALL DID THEN WENT TO SEE
SEANPAUL THE WAS DOING SO WELL. HAD KYLES FUNARAL I DIDnt THINK I WOULD have TO DOIT AGIAN THE TWINS
WAS BORN 2GETHER AND THEY WAS SCATERD 2 GETHER ALLWAYS TO GETHER IN LIFE AND DEATH I FOUND 2
FEATHERS ONE DAY NEAR MY FEET THEY WAS NO WINDOWS OPEN DO YOU THINK THEY ARE FORM THEM `KYLE DIED
OF HYP okALEMIC ARRHYTHMAIS ( CARDIC) AND EXTREM PREMATURITY 24/40
hi kyle im so sorry i didnt get on yest to wish you happy birthday but i was thinking ov you all day, i hope you liked your card that i sent, did you have a good day darling, your mammy was so brave yest and im sure your very proud ov her, stay with your mammy tomorrow cos it a really hard day for her, i will be there for her if she needs me but i know darling its not me who she wants its YOU. give her a sigh that your ok and watching over her, love always xxxx
for mummy on mothers day xxx
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i miss you xxxx
You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died
In life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home
sweet dreams kyle i miss you
I looked up and saw a rainbow
Although it had not rained
And somewhere high above me
A little angel waved
Was it just my mind a ' wandering
I really did not know
Until you whispered 'mummy'
How my love for you will grow
One day we'll be together
And I live within your heart
As a mother and her baby
Are never far apart
Mummy
Ask My Mum How She Is
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told.
good morning kyle thank you for the white feather yesterday i hope you are with us today for your baby 3rdbrothers birthday i miss you so much it hurts i hope you are with us when anmol makes his wish i love you so much allways and forever in in my hearts xxxxxx
ONE LIFETIME WISH
If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesturday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We know because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you
lighting the way
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------------OO------ --------------- A CANDLE OF LOVE
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---------OOOOOO----- -------- TO LIGHT YOUR WAY
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---------OOOOOO----- ------- SLEEPING WITH THE
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---------OOOOOO----- --- ANGELS LOVED AND MISSED
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---------OOOOOO----- -- BY ALL GOOD NIGHT
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---------OOOOOO----- ---GOD BLESS
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---------OOOOOO----- ----LOVE ALWAYS
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---------OOOOOO----- -------LYNN BLUNDELL
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---------OOOOOO----- ----------MAMMY OF DANIEL JAMES
---------OOOOOO----- -----XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX OXO
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