| Location | Blackpool |
| Age | 2 days |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 23/03/2004 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2004 |
| Visitors | 4,613 since 14/11/2007 |
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kyle amtoz randhawa singh
23-03-04 to 25-03-04 24/40
weigth 1lb 1oz
age 2days 17hours
mum dad and 2 sisters and now 2 brothers but 1 is with him his twin seanpaul my story in 2003 i found out that i was me and my boyfriend at the time we got married 2004 at 9 weeks i had scan only because they thought i was later than that any way things looked fine the baby was ok i was allwas in pain and feeling sick consent at 19 weeks scan we got a surprise its twins and it was also boys shocked but happy we want to the pub my husband need a drink we went for 1 baby to2 thing happen fast at 21 WEEKS i went for another scan because i was in so much pain i cont hardly walk and they said that the twin had ttts twin to twin syndrome and too much fluid around seanpaul and none around kyle so they booked appointment at manchester st Marys hosp the next day but that nite i had a SHOW SO BACK TO THE HOSP THEY KEPT ME IN AND THE NEXT DAY THEY TOOK ME TO THE APPOINT FROM BLACKPOOL WHERE I LIVE SO GETS THERE AND SEE DR AND HE SAY THAT THE TWINS ONLY HAVE A 5 % CHANCE OFF LIVING AND THEN THEY DRAIND 6 LITERS OF FLUID FROM ME WENT BACK HOME NO MORE PAIN AND COULD FEEL KYLE MOVE AROUND I HAD A SCAN A FEW DAYS LATER KYLE WAS STILL SMALL AS HE WAS GIVE EVERY THING TO SEANPAUL BUT THING LOOK GOOD THEN AT 24 WEEKS 22-03-04 I WENT IN TO PREMLAUBOUR THEY TRID TO STOP THE LABOUR AND FOR A FEW HOURS IT WORKED THEY GIVE TWINS THE SEROID A FEW WEEKS EARLER AND AT 12AM 23-03-04 THEY LABOUR STARTED AGIAN THEY WASNT STOPING I WAS THE SIZE OF 38 WEEKS AND AT 4;08 SEANPAUL WAS BORN AND THEN AT 4;22 KYLE WAS BORN I NEVER HEARD THEM CRY SO THEY WAS WISKED AWAY TO SCUB AT 8;30 I SAW THEY SO TINY KYLE WEIGHTED 1 LB 10Z AND SEANPAUL 1 LB 9 0Z THAT DAY THEY GOT MOVED TO LIVERPOOL WOMENS HOSPITAL I STAYED OVER NITE IN HOSP AS I HADE TEMPTURE SO THE NEXT DAY GOT THEM THERE BIRTH REGURED GO A BUS TO LIVERPOOL I GOT TO THE HOSP AND SAW THEM AGAIN THINGS DIDNT LOOK GOOD FOR KYLE HIS KIDNEYS WASNT WORKING SO HE HAD TO MUCH POSSIUM THAT NITE ME AND MY HUSBAND AND TWO DAUGTHERSTAYED IN A ROOM IN THE NEONATAL WARD AS THE DIDNT THINK KYLE WAS GOING TO LAST THE NITE BUT HE HELD ON SO THE NEXT DAY THEY PAID FOR A HOTEL BECAUSE THEY WASNT ANY WHERE FOR US TO STAY SO WE WENT TO THE HOTEL TO GET CHANGE AND FRESHIN UP BUT AT 9;00PM THEY PHONED ME SAYING THAT KYLE WASNT GOING TO HOLD ON ANY LONGER SO THEY SENT A CAB BUT IT WAS TO LATE HE WAS GONE GREW HIS WINGS AT 2DAYS 17 HOURS OLD AND WE WASNT THERE I KNOW THAT HE HAD GONE IN MY HEART ONLY PEOPLE HOW HAVE LOST BABYS KNOW THAT FEELING I GOT TO WHERE HE WAS I SCEAMED MY DAUGTHERS WAS WITH THE NURSES DRAWING WHILE I HELD HE FOR THE FIRST TIME HIS HEART WASNT STRONG SO ME AND MY HUSBAND HELD HIM MY ELDIST DAUGTHER HELD HIM BUT MY OTHER DAUGTHER WOULDNT I RANG MY MUM SO HEART BREAKING WE WENT BACK TO THE HOTEL AND WE CRYED OUR SELF TO SLEEP BUT WE HAD TO BE STRONG FOR SEANPAUL AND THE GIRLS MY MUM CAME THE NEXT DAY SAW KYLE IT HURTS SO MUCH MUM SAID GOOD BYE WE ALL DID THEN WENT TO SEE SEANPAUL THE WAS DOING SO WELL. HAD KYLES FUNARAL I DIDnt THINK I WOULD have TO DOIT AGIAN THE TWINS WAS BORN 2GETHER AND THEY WAS SCATERD 2 GETHER ALLWAYS TO GETHER IN LIFE AND DEATH I FOUND 2 FEATHERS ONE DAY NEAR MY FEET THEY WAS NO WINDOWS OPEN DO YOU THINK THEY ARE FORM THEM `KYLE DIED OF HYP okALEMIC ARRHYTHMAIS ( CARDIC) AND EXTREM PREMATURITY 24/40
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merry christmas
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Free the butterflies-
I'll be there
to see them soar
upon the air.
Know my spirit
is on the wing,
feel my laughter-
hear me sing.
Forever in your dreams
always in your heart.
Fran LeMasters
An Angel came one morning,
A visit he did pay.
That angel took my babies,
And tore my heart away.
So innocent was my babies,
An angel in my eye.
My babies didn't whimper,
Only gave a little sigh.
I truly love them babies ,
More than words could ever say.
Lord, why did that angel come,
And take my babies away?
The answers, I will never know,
For it is your chosen way.
I know my babies in heaven,
Safe in your arms, I pray.
Lord, help me to see that light,
So that I may understand.
And when I see my babies again,
It is in your promised land.
*?* MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGELS IN HEAVEN *?*
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___________Year Brings You Loads Of
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_________I Hope You Have A Nice Day On
________Christmas Day, Filled With Lots Of
_______Angel Time.......And Of Course Eating
______Lots Of Nice Foods, And Candies. I Hope
_____That Santa Is Good To You As Well And He
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XOXO
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~~ ♥ ~~ WHATS IT LIKE THIS PAIN ~~ ♥ ~~
IT'S LIKE:
A hole with no bottom
A hill with no top
A road with no bend
A night with no end.
It's as if its not happened
It's as if its not true
Its' as if its a dream
Yet a numbness seeps through.
There's a feeling of emptiness
A gap to be filled
There's a feeling of loneliness
That cannot be filled.
They say time"s a healer
How long will it take?
I cant see it ending
It's a permanent ache.
Life as no meaning
Yet it as to go on
I find it so hard
I feel so alone.
No one will ever know
The depth of my sorrow
I just have to trust
There'll be a better tomorrow.
May god give me strength
To keep on going
To get through this pain
To feel real again.
I'll never get over it
Of that I am sure
But I'll give time a chance
And hope for a cure.
Time's without end
Love is too
I'll never forget you
I'll always miss you...
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~~ ♥ ~~ THATS WHAT ITS LIKE ~~ ♥ ~~
footprints
These are my footprints
So perfect and small
These tiny footprints
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for Other things
You will hear my tiny footprints in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angels tears of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints in each butterflies lazy dance.
I`ll let you know I'm with you ,If you give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints in the rustle of leaves
I will whisper names into the winds and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints and are found on mummy and daddy`s hearts cause even though i`m gone now we`ll never truly part
Thinking Of You My Beautiful Angelxxx☆◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ☆◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ☆◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆
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JUST DROPPED IN TO SAY GOOD MORNING
TO YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGEL HAVE A LOVELY DAY
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~~Grieving Mother~~
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We have shared our tears and our sorrow
we have given encouragement to each other
given hope for a brighter tomorrow
we share the title of GRIEVING MOTHER ~~
Some of us lost older daughters or sons
who we watched grow over the years
some have lost their babies before their lives begun
but no matter the age, we cry the same tears ~~
We understand each others pain
the bond we share is very strong
with each other there is no need to explain
the path we walk is hard and long ~~
Our children brought us together
they didn't want us on this journey alone
they knew we needed each other
to survive the pain of them being gone ~~
So take my hand my friend
we may stumble and fall along the way
but we'll get up and try again
because together we can make it day by day ~~
We can give each other hope
we'll create a place where we belong
together we will find ways to cope
because we are angel mums
and together we are strong ~~
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SWEET DREAMS ANGEL XXX....... >,"<
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